Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
I must learn how to treasure what I have now.
I must learn how to love the people whom I love.
I must learn how to love the people who love me.
I must learn how to set myself free.
The most regretful moment in my life is when I can't return to the past to overwrite my story - some incidents which I wish I could erase.
However, I should be grateful too as I need not return to the past to witness some inevitable incidents.
I'm currently standing in the middle of nowhere.
Could it be the crossroad?
The cliff?
The edge of a building?
Or the end of my dignity?
Do I really love myself?
Perhaps.... I don't.
Will I love myself?
Perhaps.... I don't have a say in this matter.
Should I love myself?
Perhaps.... I'm not the right person to answer this.
I often ask myself:
If you don't love yourself, who else on earth do you expect to love you then?
If ....
One day .....
My parents hate me .....
My colleagues hate me ......
My students hate me ......
Then,
Should I still love myself?
Who determines my emotions?
Me?
No....
I'm no longer the mastermind of my thinking and motions.
I'm living as a shadow.
At times, it may appear brighter but most of the time, it appears dimmer.
Who am I to tell my beloved students that they should value themselves?
I want them to love themselves.
But ....
Why am I not told by myself that I should love myself more?
Once, a poet said:
You must love yourself first before you are able to love the others.
Do I not love my parents?
No, I love them more than I do.
Do I love my friends?
No, I haven't any friends.
Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
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teacher, please don't feel so down..
ReplyDeleteyet i cannot say something else, but i'm grateful to have you as my teacher =]
no matter what happen, you're still a good teacher.
you look down today, don't you?
and i could saw your tears.. umm.. i could saw you hide your tears in our class today.
please don't feel down.
everyone has their good and bad part, so no one in this earth is RIGHT, and no one in this earth is WRONG.
and one more, no one in this earth is PERFECT.
so trust yourself as if you have already done your best to everything, and that's all you can do ^^
you're a good teacher, in my eyes.
cheer up, and don't feel so stress and down.
we're still your lovely students
and important, you're still our lovely Ms. Choy.
hope you'll feel better, although i'm like talking nonsense =_="
=]
i ad wrote down wt i wanna said in d mail
ReplyDeleteteacher,please check ur Gmail box ^^
thank , i hope u will read it