What a day!

Boring boring boring!
Slept the whole evening, felt extra guilty the moment I got up.
Why? It was close to seven.
Shouldn't I do something more meaningful?
I'm going to skip my precious sleeping hours tonight, jz 2 catch up wth some work.
I wana tell my students, all of them, from my class to others, how much I love them.
I wan2 b a good teacher, at least that's my will to keep on living on earth.
I guess, if I ever failed as a teacher, I would end my life next.
A teacher who is not welcomed can be a disaster to students. I feel sorry for them as I might have not given my very best to them. This is my job, my responsibility, it's become the most important thing in my life the moment I stepped into this profession. Please, God. Guide me and show me the way to be a good teacher, being more understanding, at least.
I pray to you, beg for your forgiveness.
Students, if you ever hated me, please accept my apology cause I really didn't mean to hurt anyone of you. My biggest concern is only to give you a happy and joyous learning environment. Something to remember when you leave school, not a nightmare!
Love you all and I'll always be.
I'm improving my teaching skills every now and then, study more, do more research, being more observant.....
Don't wan2 dissapoint you guys anymore. Give me more time to adjust myself from a teacher who was so used to teaching small kids in the past.